no one will ever be able to replace that place u took in my heart,
where u made tennis more than just a sport, more than just a cca.

ups and downs,
we all went through it together.

this is just another down, right?
we'll get through.
i know we will.

i know we can solve it.
i know if we all work hard, we will solve it together.
all of us.
all 10 of us.

this shouldn't be it.



"Believe in this world, it ain't all about looks and figure, it's about the INNER BEAUTY."

tell me about it.
if this was so, what's with all the good looking ppl getting all the good stuff?
lol.

come on, face it.
if ur born pretty, u breeze through life (:
u worry about things like: "oh godddd, i have so many ppl staring at me"
" oh godddd, is it good or bad that i get promoted so quickly?"

blahblahblah

to hell with you all pretty faces,
nvm, my next life i shall be pretty too

well,
next life.

oh yes, this is a damn suck green eye-ed jealous post of all those pretty faces out there.

to hell (:



lol, im like blogging less and less.
hahahahaha

tennis spex!
yeah got into quarter finals and met some elite, and lost.
aww.

well, still sad about my racket, but yeah im in search of a new one alr.
hahaha
i need that racket (:
it's either k 4 112 or k4 105, but i gotta try it out first.
hopefully my junior is willing to let me hit a few shots with her racket to test it out (:
but the feel should rock, cos k series really give very good feel and control.
no forcing of shots needed.

maybe that will help my shoulder injury get better
ah yes, told no one about it, but my shoulder is injured.
lol.
slight strain and dislocation.
hahaha
think i forced shots too much.
hahaha

gonna start on hol homework.
ciao!

im glad everything is solved between all of us.
if taking the blame, will solve everything once and for all,
i really don't give a damn whether its me or not.
all i want is for friends to be back to friends again.
and all the bad feelings all go away.

and! thank you for the really sweet things yesterday (:
i'll remember the "as hard as rock" (;



my husband died today.
im sorry that i wanted to be unfaithful towards u and get a k series racket!
but really!
im sorry ):

please come back ):
don't crack into two..
it breaks my heart to see that huge line of crack on your frame ):

and because my husband died,
i was emo the whole day.

before the match,
during the match,
after the match,

NOW.

):
thank you for braving thru the stormy times on court, and the sweet times of victory.
they say that racket and player must be one.
we're one.

and even though u've now left me,
i'll never forget that ur my first racket (:
that you endured some noob hitting playing.

thank you((((:

i love my husband (:
but he left..
and i'll take some time to move on,
and get accustomed to a new racket.

amen.

nice songs =D
i like last song best =D

wahahaha how true.

PAST TWO DAYS DAMN FUN :D :D :D

Tennis Gathering ' 08! (:
bbq at maplewoods.
wahahah
it was super fun xD
food was damn niceeee xD
hahahahah

but it was even better when we played cards and all those games xD
AND THE ALGORITHM MARCH! :D
hahahaha
dumb seaweed.
u took damn unlam shots of me D:

OH!
at training tow super cute lil boys came!!! :D
max is 7 xD
and zikai is 8 xD
LOLLL
was made to play against zikai.
and roar.
i felt damn bad D:
cos he's like half my age and half my height xD
LOLLL
won him. 3-0
but then i was feeling super bad hahah.

zikai is damn mischevious lah xD
LOL
he kept throwing leaves at us.
hurrhurr.

i like max :D :D :D :D
SO CUTE :D
me and bong paedophiled on him by asking him to pose for our camera! :D
hahahaha
I TOOK SHOTS OF HIM DOING BACKHAND :D :D :D :D
yayyyyyy :D :D :D
i like max!!!!! :D

oh then yesterday was TENNIS, ARENA, CDRAMA.

was out the whole day
so was dead by the time i got home xD
whaahaha .
TENNIS WITH BONG! :D
yayyyy (:
bong is niceee (:

arena was like damn exciting!!!
jason chan acted as GREEN POWER RANGER LAST TIME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! :D
omggggggggg.
im in love with him ;D
LOL
GO GO POWER RANGERS! :D

then later rushed back
ate dinner with verver :D
she's baking today but not for me D:
oreo cheesecake ))):

rushed back for cdrama! with ci, zong, tweema, and jo
LOL
LU QIANG WAS DAMN CUTE CAN :DDD
wt acted quite well xD
lolll
overall quite nice lah xD

oh then i saw cheryl at the bus stop!! :D
was damn excited and told her all about green ranger xD
but my bus came D:
couldnt finish my story DDD:

wahahaha.

I AM HAPPY :D



i am at fault.
stop it all, 3 of you.

it's my fault that i made u unable to sleep, sorry.

it's my fault that i made him worry about her cos she was unable to sleep, sorry.

it's my fault that i put ur friendship with him in jeopardy, sorry.

对不起，这不是你们都要的一句话吗？
一切都是我的错。
是我多嘴，
是我太多管闲事。
她不交功课，关我什么事？
她的生活，我拚什么去问候？

从此，我不会再来伤害你们三人。
我答应我会保持距离，
这样我就不会伤害你们，
我就不会是千古罪人。

i've got nothing to say today.

learn it!

it's fun!

GO ME GO ME!
MUG MUG MUG MUG MUG !
not forgetting,
JUNE CAMP!
PSLC!

LOSING WEIGHT!

SPEX!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OMG OMG OGM OMG OMG STRESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSss.
NEXT WEEK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
HOW TO WIN!?????!?!??!?!?!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i must must must msut play well for doubles
MSUT!
shoots.
i should go check my matches timings -.-

I DUN WAN 8PM AGAIN.
SIANNNNNNNNNNNN.

oh gosh oh gosh.
im like on adrenaline high!
D:

oh eileen!
CHECK YOUR EMAIL :D
feel honoured man xD
i typed such a long email for u when im so damn stressed.

GOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!
I MUST SURVIVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



i learnt an important lesson today
never trust anything/anyone other than yourself.





BIO SIA IS D:
okay, thats about all i wanna say.
byebyepeople.

SERIOUSLY, THE WEATHER IS STEAMING HOT THESE DAYS D:
and it makes me wanna on air-con but i will feel guilty cos it'll raise the overall avg temp on earth.
oh dilemma, dilemma.

oh btw,
my pretty sis ! (:
i wanna grow up to look like her.
yay! :D



我就这么，狠心地走了。
长痛不如短痛。

对不起，伤害了你。

现在的我，只想考好成绩，
做好我的本分。

gomenasai..
祝你永远幸福。



INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!
ME AND SEAWEED DOUBLES IS SEED 6?!?!?!?!?!?!
im seed 15?!?!?!?!?!?!
INSANE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I DUN BELIEVE I DUN BELIEVE I DUN BELIEVE



im pissed off by certain people in the world right now.
i wanted to defend the flamed group, but no, i've decided not to.
seniors, thank you for teaching me well. (:
i made a mistake in the past for being too defensive,
and now, i will not make the same mistake.

complain all you want,

but, things won't change (:

if you want the change to come, BE THE CHANGE YOU WANT TO SEE.

good luck to you, that certain someone (:

may you succeed before we all graduate (: (with all my heart man)

手机关了。
你的手机，我也关了。

现在你会恨我，可是，当你找到她时，你一定会很庆幸。。。
我们换较色，
从今天开始，我会像你从前守护我，一样的守护你。
我不求什么，就求你要比现在快乐。
因为我知道，现在的你，并不快乐
我给不了的幸福，别人能给你。。。

这，就是我给你的最后温柔。

posting today cos its the last day of lessons!

oh yay oh yay

TERM TWO IS OVER!

but sad also cos its my last term in my sch

im gonna miss seaweed so mcuh when she goes ):

sigh.. come back soon alright u dumbdumb.

we must win them again!!!! :D

I WILL MISS YOU LOADS AND LOADS!

:D :D :D

oh RMEMEBER MY SOUVENIRS :D

yay i loveeeeee collecting souvenirs :D :D :D

byebye everyone (:

ANGSEAWEEEDDDDD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

COME BACK SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i shall count down (((:

5 more days! D:

ohleh ohleh.
i will survive!
oh yeah~
i will survive!

okay,
ONE MORE DAY TO GO
and its the SABBATICALS :D

sometimes, dun u just hate the internet?
teachers can post homework to u even though they dun get to see you ):

roar..

LAST YEAR!

come to think of it,
i will miss ny loads when i graduate.

few more months to stepping down,
few more months to graduation.

gosh, will i miss this place?

i think so.

and today i just realised mrs wong is a really nice teacher (:
i regret no making the effort to know her better when i had the chance to..
well, all's not lost!
i'll make the best of these few months in ny to enjoy the familiarity (:

AND DUMB SEAWEED IS GOING TO THROW ME ALONE IN TRAINING ):
COS SHES GOING TO SUNNY ISLAND WITH NICE BEACHES AND SEA )))):

for TWO TRAININGS ):

im sad ):

im really really sad ):

seaweed,
ALL YOUR FAULT!

you better get me nice nice souvenirs 8D

oh, on a sadder note,
all our marks for CA1 are out.

and holy crap,
gone are those glorious days with msg near 1.00
with the first digit of your msg starting with 1.
the magical number 1.

here are the dark, gloomy, depressed days,
where you see the whole world getting that magical precious 1.
and you?

you look down at the sheet of paper,
and go "wow, wow, wow" at every mark down the row.

and right at the row with your name,
you go: well, for me it's speechless.

UTTER DISAPPOINTMENT.

i swear im gonna own CA2 if it kills me to.

this is the lousiest msg i've gotten in my entire life in sec sch.

and pls, i know you all are being kind to me and just wanna cheer me up and comfort me,
but no,
i dun think a msg of below 2.5 is good.

an msg of below 1.5, yes.

but no,
not below 2.5.

CA2,
i'll OWN YOU.

block tests 2,
no matter how HARD ppl say you will be,
i'll be like the diamond and BREAKTHROUGH YOU.

go everyone!



MALAY PRELIM ORAL IS OVER! :D

im sorry, i deleted all my past posts!

gomenasai, i just hate my past memories (:





such a nice song (:
hahahahaha!

i think i suck.
cos im damn superifical.
hurrhurrhurr.

i must lose more weight (:

rainn
rainn-heavily@hotmail.com
PIANO;TENNIS;RUNNING;
and if you really hate me, tell me.

everyone to be happy;
less tears, more smiles for all;
be simple;
distinction in grade6 piano;
distinction in grade5 theory;
MSG OF ONE POINT ZERO :D
GET YOUR BUTT OFF THE COMP YOU LAZY GIRL. IF YOU WANT YOUR 1.00, WORK FOR IT.

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